I’ve been spending a lot of time this week lying in bed. Fiji is on his business trip. I want to go to the beach again but then commitment at home and the fear of being alone again dragged me down. I finished “Mysteries in Pittsburgh” the other day and also “Walking Dead” the video game.
Max told me he’d been dating this guy and probably gonna have some “good sex”. I know I’m not supposed to feel this way but I was a bit upset. Possession is the lesson that I never learn.
I guess this off week is a perfect breeding ground for thoughts and self indulgement.